About
Bhumis and Prejudice
I've
taken a long break of bhumi work. I haven't done bhumi analyses
for... at least a year. I did so many of them, literally around 5000
during the past several years, so I got fed up and needed a break.
Then, this past week I've noticed myself thinking of doing bhumi
analyses again and today I thought of publishing a series of bhumi
analyses of well known teachers. That didn't go well back in 2016...
at all... For those who don't know what happened back then, I'll tell
you.
In
late Summer of 2016 I published couple of dozen photographs of well
known buddhist and other spiritual teachers, all very public figures,
with my bhumi analyses according to the Open Heart Bhumi Model. I've
discussed this model with great detail in my freely available book
What's Next? On Post-Awakening Practice.
I
published the photos in my blog each with a bhumi measurement. The
series included for example, His Holiness the Dalai Lama, other
leaders and Tibetan buddhist teachers, Thich Nhat Hanh, Ramana
Maharishi, bunch of zen teachers, theravadans and so on. I'm trying
to come up with the most fitting description how my "Bhumi Study
Series" was received by the internet. The word that best
describes it, is: shitstorm.
I
had never witnessed aggressive religious fundamentalism before but I
sure witnessed it back then. It came to me as a total surprise. My
point of view was that I felt I was trying to make sense of the path
and stages of the spiritual path from unawakened state to fully
enlightened state, also known as buddhahood. Even though buddhism
offers a number of path maps with stages, these are not used by
anyone so the whole discussion about shifts or awakening experiences
is a completely grey area. Out of many millions of meditators in
buddhism, not to mention other systems, few know where they are on
the map or whether they even are on the map. I had received this
bhumi mapping system (that I've explained in my book) from my gurus,
so I knew I had a solution. I was simply trying to help and offer a
solution that worked for anyone, regardless of their chosen methods
or paths. I really thought I was doing everyone a big favour.
Fundamentalists didn't see it that way and a massive shitstorm broke.
They hated it and instantly rejected it. In their mind, I had crossed
a sacred line and discussed the levels of attainment of their
precious gurus. That was something they weren't going to tolerate. It
was too much for them so they instantly called it bogus, branded me
crazy and banned me from their discussions.
I'm
not going to lie and say that it didn't hurt. It hurt a lot. That was
real aggression and I got lots of it. Had I been on sight, I'm pretty
sure I would have been chased and attacked. At the same time these
emotionally charged reactions confirmed to me what I had analysed in
my thousands of analyses. Bhumi openings or their closedness, and the
degree of purification of mind (i.e. bhumi perfection), is reflected
in the actions of men, and since I was treated very meanly, it was
and still is an indication that my analyses not only about the
various spiritual leaders but also their students, were correct. For
some time I tried to have a dialogue with these people, explaining
how it worked etc. But as they weren't capable of it, I decided to
remove the analyses from my blog and find a hole to lick my wounds.
I
still find it hard to believe how and why(!) would anyone be so
offended about 1. differences in view which in this case meant that
even if attainments are not traditionally openly discussed, they
still can be discussed, and 2. things that could be empirically
tested, tried and learned. To me, who am a bit of an engineer, it was
mind boggling why would anyone get mad about a thorough explanation
how it all works... But that was exactly what I didn't understand
about the samsaric mind before, at least not well enough, so I
stepped right into it...
See,
when you've invested all your life into any form of religion or
spirituality that you think is going to take you ”all the way”,
even if you don't know exactly how and when, and then comes in some
bastard who maps your favourite religious leader very low on the
spectrum, it can piss people off!!! Because of the
time-money-energy-investment and religious belief, very few people
who have been following this or that method for many years, are
willing to admit that they've wasted their time-money and energy.
Samsaric mind, even that of ”practitioners”, gets attached and
attachment as dharma teaches us, makes people angry.
I
can and do symphatize with that, as I feel I wasted most of my 8½
years of continuous retreat doing practices that were only distantly
relevent, or actually not very relevant at all with my wish to get
awakened. I wasted my best years because I believed as blindly as so
many out there. I thought I was open minded the whole time but
really, I was fixated, I was attached, I was a believer... I trusted
without the slightest doubt training systems that ”had been passed
down in an unbroken lineage since the founder of buddhism to our
generation” and taught ”practices that were time tested” and
therefore offered very reliable tools. I heard that sales pitch so
many times and bought it without questioning... until several years
and literally twenty-four-thousand hours of practice later... No, it
didn't work as promised... My time-energy-and money was mostly
wasted. I was pissed off about that for years myself!
Later
when I started to talk about this with others, I met many people who
had been disillusioned about the ”tradition” like myself. It was
clear that there was something very wrong with how the basics were or
weren't taught by the traditions. I say traditions in plural because
the same problems exist everywhere. I base this not only on my own
bhumi analyses but also in discussions with hundreds of practicioners
and many teachers of various incl. Tibetan buddhism, zen, theravada,
advaita and so on. It is actually interesting how some come to see
the issues or problems in training methods, their teachers, their
communities and their culture, while others don't. I think this has a
lot to do with readiness or merit as it is commonly known. If you
really want the truth, you can't settle for poor answers. A lot of
people start with that pure need for knowing the reality but get
distracted along the way, usually with all the externals such as
forms and rituals, authorisations, hierarchiesand stuff like that,
and end up fundamentalists, usually subtly.
So,
anyway, that is what happened back in 2016 and that's behind me now.
However, now that I've taken a break of bhumi work and feel refreshed
about it, I cannot help thinking about the benefits of the 13 Bhumi
Model. It is not particular to Pemako Buddhism or me. It is
universal. We all have bhumis because we all have the same energy
body with channels and centers. We all have bhumi centers that can be
perceived. We all have bhumi centers that are either closed or open,
and if they are open, they are on their way to be entirely purified,
or perfected. Open Heart Bhumi Model is an excellent model, an
excellent path map. It matters not what people think about it because
it works... And it applies to everyone out there...
I
wouldn't want to start another shitstorm but I do wonder how could I
represent the bhumi model in a way that is attractive and interesting
to people.
Much
love and blessings. You are the real deal.
Kim
Katami, 23.10.2020