Birgit's Awakening
I am sharing here a bit and photographs from Birgit's guidance to awakening that she did with Ugi.
-Kim
Birgit from Germany awakened!
Here's her final two reports:
"Dear Ugi,
Today
I felt very supported in the selfless space. I called the ego and got
light pressure on my head. Not quite as helmet-like as before, but
rather individual pressure points. I felt into it, but there is
nothing behind it. These points dissolve when I feel them. And then I
had a tingling and buzzing in and around my whole body, as if I was
dissolving. As if the body was dissolving.
When I think about the
I, I think about my body and my appearance at the same time. But this
is not the I, because this is somehow changeable.
I think the I
exists only as a thought. But what is it that reacts flattered or
happy or angry?"
And the final one:
"Dear
Ugi,
yesterday it was very quiet inside me, I felt carried, and
the noise, which usually prevails in my head, was no longer there.
The volume control was probably turned to "quiet". And I
had the subtle knowledge that I had unmasked it:
There's no one
there inside of me. There is no I. There is no "control center"
in me from which everything emanates. It is empty within me.
When
I called the 'I' this time, it sounded different in me. No longer
meaningful, rather meaningless. It had no effect on my feelings,
because I knew that there was nothing there.
A slight, barely
perceptible head pressure, perhaps, but even that had no meaning. I
never left the selfless room.
I felt very calm and carried all day
long. And practiced to perceive myself in the selfless space.
Even
today everything feels very light. Unconcerned I watch the newsfeed
on FB, which usually takes me quite emotionally. It all feels very
wide inside me. Like I said, rather uninvolved in terms of the outer
life.
I feel comfortable inside me. The topic, which has been on
my mind and emotions for the last year, has retreated into the
background. I feel freer and can enjoy life very much.
The
tightness in my body is no longer there and in my head it is perhaps
still minimal. But that has no relevance either.
Thoughts and
feelings just come. They arise as naturally as my heartbeat or
breathing or the functions of my organs. They also leave again when I
let them.
Many greetings and a happy Sunday,
Birgit"
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| Before awakening (left) and after awakening (right) |
Guidance to Awakening:
https://www.pemakobuddhism.com/34533
