How
emotional trauma dislocated my spine and joints for decades
Over
the past few days I've realized that the effect of trauma on the body
is much more physical than I ever thought it could be. I've gone to
bone setters for over 10 years to have my facet locks cracked open.
Over the last several years Karl and Kaisa have done that to me on
regular basis, last time yesterday. All of you have seen me crack the
locks open from my chest when I am teaching by applying pressure on
my sternum with my both hands. I just feel that the plates are no
longer in place, it feels off and I have to crack it back into its
right place. I've had to do this few times a day for many years and
get my back cracked about few times per week. Exercise or the lack of
it affects it but it has never completely gone away. I have assumed
that it is just something that happens in my body, that for no real
reason these areas/bones/joints get dislocated. What I realized is
that it is the tailbone trauma that via the meridians pulls the small
spinal facets as well as the chest plates out from their place.
This
realization came to me after I figured out how completely without a
physical cause (injury or movement) my right shoulder got partially
dislocated last September by the trauma. I've had numbness of fingers
on my right hand that tingles like migraine aura in the head does
(which I've had since 2011). It took mea long time and many dead end
experiments with foods, drinks like coffee, sleep, exercise etc.
until last year I saw directly that the root cause of my migraines
are in developmental trauma that has been a large energetic knot in
my tailbone for four decades now. Since I was a teenager I remember
having cracked or popped the finger joints of my right index, middle
and sometimes ring fingers.
It blew my mind to directly see
that my psychological trauma is actually dislocating the joints in my
fingers, recently in my shoulder and subtly dislocates the whole
spine. The meridians have such an energy in them that it simply pulls
the physical parts out of from their places.
It is common
sensical that psychological trauma has an effect on one's mind,
emotions and perceptions that leads to coping strategies,
difficulties in living a normal life or difficulties with work but
that nonphysical trauma and fear has such a power that it dislocates
bones... is mindblowing.
Baba, 13 March 23
